Binding

2007-04-16T23:57:02Z

Yeah, I suck at writing, but it's my journal so I can suck all I want :)

"Ville, you're my best friend." Bam slurred drunkenly hugging his friend. "You're my best friend too Bam." Ville tells him not quite as drunk as Bam, although they'd probably drank the same amount. Ville probably just took it better. Bam's head fell on his lap and he was looking up into Ville's emerald eyes. "Ville?" He looks down at his intoxicated friend. "Yes Bam?" "You're really sexy." He touched Ville's bare chest. No I'm just hoping. He's so drunk he doesn't know what he's saying.

Bam breaks out giggling.

See? I knew he couldn't mean it. I suppose I should ask so he doesn't think I'm bothered. Just incase he remembers any of this. "What?" Bam giggles and touches his crotch before answering. "You're giving me a hard-on." Ville blushes and simply asks. "Why's that Bam Bam?" He giggles once more. "Because I can feel yours." Oh shit, Oh shit! I'm fucking rock hard! I really shouldn't be getting turned on by Bam being totally out of it and thinking he's attracted to me. I'm so disgusting. "So you feel the same right?" The unavoidable question. Of course he feels the same. He has done for so long. He knows Bam won't when he's not drunk but for now he does.

"Er kinda." Ville offers the only answer he could. "We should do it Ville." Bam sat up with excitement. "Lets go to your room and..." Instead of finishing the sentence he bites his lips with a smile seductively, almost like a girl would. Ville crosses his legs to hide his excitement. He's wanted this for so long, now it's just offered to him on a plate. The price was terrible though, when Bam finds out he's taken advantage of him he might never want to speak to him again, he would know of Ville's feelings and probably think them disgusting. Shit, even if he liked what they did which he's sure he wouldn't then Bam wouldn't remember the first time they slept together.

"Bam I don't think so, sweetheart." He said sadly. Bam's face fell. "I thought you wanted me?" He nods knowing he probably won't remember this, and even if he did he could just say he was humoring him. "I do Bam. I want you so bad, but I can't take advantage of you like that." Bam grins. "I'll do it to you then." He looks to him tempted but knowing it doesn't make any real difference. "Bam, I would still be taking advantage of you. I know you don't really want this." Bam leans in and presses his sweet, warm, slightly beer tasting lips to Ville's. Ville quickly parted his lips to give Bam's tongue entry to his mouth. He rubbed his tongue softly against Bam's and wrapped his arms round his waist. Bam moved closer and closer until he could feel the soft beat of Bam's heart gaining speed.

"I want you, Ville." Bam moaned against Ville's neck as he holds Bam close. His breath felt so good against his skin, and he wondered what it would feel like having Bam biting into his soft flesh with pleasure as he made love to him. No! don't think like that. You can't, he's your best friend and he trusts you. You can't let him down. "Bam darling? If you weren't drunk I would love to sleep with you but..." Bam lays back down on Ville's lap. "You don't feel the same. I feel so stupid." Bam laughs nervously. "You know, I wanted to tell you how I feel for so long. I should have known you wouldn't return the feelings."

Ville's head shot up. "You've felt this for me before? not drunk?" Bam nods. "Ville... I..I'm mad about you... I love... I love you so much. Being drunk is the only time I could tell you this, because I would be so scared otherwise. I actually thought you might feel the same. How stupid am I?" Ville wipes a tear that runs down his cheek. "Bam, I'm sorry I made you feel bad. I do feel the same." He explained as his heart raced, telling him this for the first time felt so good. Even better then he imagined, and he imagined it allot. Bam sat up and the two shared a long passionate kiss. He looked down and loved the sight of Bam desperately clawing at his zip and button, trying to get them off. Ville loved this sight so much that he couldn't deny it him. He lifted up his body and let Bam pull his pants and underwear off him.

He couldn't believe how Bam's heart seemed to move faster and his dick seemed to grow larger at the sight of himself naked. He never thought he could ever have this effect on Bam. Bam licked his lips hungrily and placed a few kitty licks on the head of Ville's erection. Ville cried out loud, not caring who heard him. "Bam!" Bam teased him a little, tonguing round his tattoo. "Bam." He moaned out quietly. Just Bam's breath was driving him wild, let alone his tongue teasing his soft flesh. Bam stood up and they both franticly undressed him. Ville's eyes open wider at the sight. He was so perfect, his strong arms, broad chest, slender stomach, and his favorite part- the heartagram tattoo that in his mind branded Bam as his. He piratically loved the fact that it was just above his package.

He picked up Bam's arm and kissed the heart tattoo on his wrist, lovingly. They was so many tattoo's on Bam that claimed him as his, most of all the heart on his wrist, because they both got that to match. That one was so spacial to him for so many reason's- it was on his lifeline and it was almost as though it was meant to be a thing to prove their love to each other. After this night, who knows? maybe Bam will be his. His heart pounded faster and warmer at the thought, waking up in Bam's arms every morning, showering with him, getting him breakfast in bed.

Bam wrapped his arms round Ville's waist, he instantly wrapped his round his neck. They laid down on the sofa, Ville moved to straddle Bam. They both moaned at their erections pulsing together. "Ville, Oh! don't we need..?" Ville stretched to open the cupboard and pull out some Vaseline. It hurt stretching so far but he couldn't leave the extacy of Bam's cock against his, even for a second. He smothered Bam's throbbing excitement in the Vaseline then Bam pulled the tub off him.

"I wanna do you." Ville grinned and squatted himself up for Bam to coat his entrance in the Vaseline. He gasps as one of Bam's fingers enter him slowly. "Oh Bam." He squeezes his eyes shut as another one enter him. He wiggles his fingers inside him, Ville bites his lip, trying not to scream. "Oh man, you're tight Vill." Ville blushed. "Believe it or not Bammie, You're not the only virgin here." He told him as Bam grins. "I'm not usually on this end of the action." He tells Bam who looks pretty proud of himself but nervous at the same time.

Ville positioned Bam's cock at his entrance, Bam closes his eyes as he see's the pain in Ville's, as just the tip enters him. He squeezes his eyes shut and lowers himself down, slowly, slowly. Bam holds his hips in much needed support. "Take as long as you need, Vill." Bam told him although his pulsing cock was disagreeing with him, needing to be fully inside Ville's warmth. Ville put his hands on Bam's holding them tightly. Bam moaned out Ville's name as he fully sat down. He started to lift himself up Bam's length, but Bam immediately stopped him. "Not yet, you'll hurt yourself." Bam warned him, Ville takes his advice, flattered that he cares so much to think of him before his hormones. After about 3 minutes of not moving Ville slowly moves himself up Bam's cock.

Bam closes his eyes for a minute then darts them back open as Ville shoots back down and cries out in pain. "Hey, hey. Be careful." Bam said careingly rubbing his hips. Tears begun to water down his eyes. "Ville? You wanna stop?" Bam asks with clear worry in his voice, which Ville thought adorable. Ville shook his head quickly with more tears trickling down his face. Bam wiped them away. "Right." Bam wraps his arms round Ville's back and slowly lets him fall backwards until his head rests on the couch. "Bam?" "Shhh." Bam comforts him and gently lifts Ville's legs over his shoulders, whilst he kneels.

"Hurt less?" Bam asks careingly. Ville nods quickly as Bam wraps his arms round his legs, holding his hands, making his legs more comfortable. "I love you, Bam." Ville tells him for his trouble. Bam smiles at him in response, and slowly pulls out of him a little. "Ready?" Ville nods, with that he plunges back in making them both cry out. Bam ginned to himself, hearing most of the pain in Ville's voice turn to pleasure. They hold each others hands tighter as pleasure takes over their bodies. He pulls out again, this time without warning plunges back into Ville's warmth. The whole room is filled with panting and moaning as Bam takes a few more slow slowly out and a little faster in. Going slightly faster each time.

Bam grins as he notices Ville clench round his cock, now not in pain but pure extacy. Slowly he pulls out and greedily pulses back in, looking straight into each others glistening, pleasure filled eyes. Ville cries out again as Bam shows his pleasure by tilting his head back. He quickly snaps back at Ville's whimper at the loss of those beautiful pools of blue. He takes a few little pushes, trying not to cum too quick as he felt both of their abdomens untie, he moves deeper into him. Ville didn't look mad at him for letting their orgasms fade away, he wanted it to last longer too.

Bam pushed himself into Ville, deep hitting his sweet spot head on. He screamed out his loudest as a few tears grow to his eyes. "Oh fuck!... Faster Bam!...Uh!... Harder!" Bam granted Ville's request and pulled out of him quickly, plunged back into him all the way, developing more tears. But this time Ville was in too much extacy to even care about the pain, as Bam was now hitting his spot with every single push. "Oh... fuck... Bam!... I'm not gonna last!" Ville warned him as he felt his abdomen clenched so much it ached. Bam was feeling the sigh of his on coming orgasm too, but was in far too mush pleasure to be able to let this one slip. With Bam next push Ville felt a rush of pleasure through his entire body that begun and ended at his dick. He screamed out. "Bam!" As his liquid spilled over the two, he tried his best not to tighten his legs too much and strangle Bam.

Although his cock only got to rest for a second and was soon hard again at the sight of Bam, panting, moaning, and sweating on top of him. With the next push, Ville felt Bam's warm liquid coat him and he enjoyed his post orgasm, shooting a little more onto Bam's stomach. Bam helped him take his legs from round his neck and laid on top of Ville, panting. The only thing that distracted Ville was the fact that he was pressed up to his own cum and Bam's cum was seeping out of him. He embraced Bam lovingly until they both re-gained their breath.

Bam sat up but Ville grabbed his wrist tightly almost afraid to let go. "Ville, I'm only moving to the side of you, darling." With that he let go and let Bam sit up fully. Bam noticed the substance still flowing from Ville's entrance. "Fuck, Ville. Are you ok? I made you bleed." Bam said with that obvious worry back in his voice. Ville smiled. "You shouldn't have told me, I thought that was still your cum." Bam said nothing except gave him another worried glance, well he didn't really stop. "I'll be fine Bam. It'll stop." Bam touched his damp forehead. "You sure?" He nods. "You lay down, Bam. You look exhausted." Bam did as he was told. "I'll go get us a blanket and... some tissue." He left the room and quickly came back out with his arms full, not wanting to be away from him far too long, for many reasons.

He placed the things on the floor, put the blanket over Bam and gave him a larger pillow, he decided to get one large one and share instead of two small ones. Bam made the bad on the sofa as Ville cleaned himself off and moved to clean Bam off, making him giggle sweetly. He moved their cloths into separate piles and checked the door was locked. "Ville, come to bed." He smiled and gladly took his place next to Bam, who shuffled up to give him more space.

Bam leans on his chest and wraps his arms round the singer's slender waist. Whilst he settles for the skater's neck. Ville concentrated on Bam's slowing heartbeat when he felt his breath against his chest. "That was amazing, Ville." Ville smiled at his choice of words. "I love you, Ville." Bam added when he got no reply, knowing Ville wouldn't ignore that remark. He strokes his scraggy, curls. "Will you love me in the morning?" Bam looks up. "Ah, so that's what's bothering you? I will admit, I'm still drunk but that was the best thing that's ever happened to me." He rested his head back on Ville's chest. "Bammie? Wanna hear my new song? I wrote it just for you."

Bam giggles. "You wrote it for me?" He nods that Bam couldn't see, but sensed. "Obviously I didn't think I'd be able to tell you it was about you." Bam smiles. "Go on, sweetie." Ville cleared his throat.

Let me wake up in your arms

Hear you say it's not alright

Let me be so dead and gone

So far away from life

Close my eyes

Hold me tight

And bury me deep inside your heart

All I ever wanted was you, my love

You're all I ever wanted is you, my love

Your're all I ever wanted, just you

Let me never see the sun

And never see you smile

Let us be so dead and so gone

So far away from life

Just close my eyes

Hold me tight

And bury me deep inside your heart

All I ever wanted was you, my love

You're all I ever wanted is you, my love

You're all I ever wanted, you, oh my love

You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

That's the way it's always been

My heart stops beating only for you Baby

Only for your loving

All I ever wanted was you, my love

You're all I ever wanted is you, my love

You're all I ever wanted, you, my love

He finished the song with Bam still curled up in his arms, he waited patiently for a response. He took so long Ville had to look to see if he was asleep, his eye's were open. This made Bam realize how long he was taking was probably hurting him. "Wow, I'm speechless. That was beautiful. For me?" He asks softly. "Um Hm." Bam went quiet again for a while. "When did you write this?" Bam asks curiously. He smiles. "I wrote it quite a while ago, when Missy was pregnant." He lowered his head, feeling bad for mentioning this. Bam held onto him tighter. "I'm so glad she didn't give birth, I don't want a baby." He assures him, not wanting him to feel bad. "I'm not glad your baby died, I'd much prefer her to have not got pregnant in the first place." Ville could feel Bam nod in agreement. "I loved you so much, still do. It killed me her having your baby in her."

"I'm sorry." Bam told him. "Don't be." He held Bam so close, until he felt his guts would pop out. Bam laughs. "Would you have had it if you could?" Ville look down at him. "What?" His eyes meet Bam's for the first time since they were making love on the couch. "Have my baby? ....If you could?" He nods. "Yeah." He laughs. "Although that'd be weird." Bam laughs with him. "Well don't worry, I'm very happy without kids." He assures him. You're happy without kids? What does that mean? You want to stay with me? Be a proper couple with me? Oh fuck! He kissed Bam's forehead a few times, as his his chest rises and falls in time, in his deep slumber.

The next morning Ville woke with Bam still fast asleep on his chest, and wondered if he'd woken up since yesterday. He carefully guided himself out of Bam's arms to go take a much needed shower. He stepped into the shower and turned the water on. He shuddered violently as it came on steaming hot at first. You'd think he'd know by now to leave it running before stepping in, he must still be on a high from Bam. letting out a slight laugh at this assumption he let the traces from yesterday clean of his torso, and run his fingers over the Hickeys he remembered seeing in the mirror whilst brushing his teeth.

On the way back into the living room where his lover sleeps he grabbed a towel and wrapped it carefully round his waist. Bam was sat up, in the same place, not looking too pleased. His heart jumped into his throat, not breathing until Bam said his first words, it felt like a century before he opened his mouth. Well he opened his mouth ages ago but nothing came out. "What the fuck did we do yesterday!?" Bam let out confused but with a good idea. Ville backed up a little. "W-what?" His heart dropped, tears swelled in the back of his eyes.

"You did this on purpose!? I was fucking out of my mind and you fucked me!?" Ville lifted a shaky hand over his mouth. Bam didn't want this at all. "Oh my god, Bam. I'm so sorry." He just about managed to get out, not sure if Bam heard him or not. He confirmed. "You should fucking be!" He stepped back a little more. "I thou..I thought you wanted..?" He begun, his voice showing traces on his oncoming tears. "Well I fucking didn't! I'm no fucking fag ok!?" He started to pull his underwear up his legs, then his pants. "Bam...I'm so sorry." He repeated in a shaky voice. Bam pulled on his socks and shoes. Ville couldn't help but notice how quickly he wanted to get away from him.

He was slightly frightened when Bam got this angry, but had to move toward him as he opened the door. He got hold of Bam's arm, Bam looked at him discussed that he'd dare to touch him again. "Bam, please don't... don't go." He begged, his eyes now full of tears. Bam lifted his fist and knocked him back to the wall, he screamed out in pain. "Bam I... love you...please don't..." He held the side of his face where Bam stroked him. "That wasn't love, that was rape." Ville cried harder into his hands without standing up from where Bam threw him.

"The only thing I feel, is sick." With that Bam left the building, slamming the door behind him. He desperately wanted to follow him, even if he got hit again, he didn't care about that. But he couldn't seem to move from where he'd been thrown. The hurtfully words hit him like daggers, and hurt much more then the slap.

Ville awoke to the sound of someone entering his flat. He was still in the same place Bam had left him. "Ville?" Came a familiar voice. But no it definitely wasn't Bam. A figure appeared at the door. After a few minutes of stareing at the still figure Ville made it out as his friend Jussi.

"Hey, Ville" Ville sighs as he realizes Bam must be proud of the little incident. Jussi never turned up for no reason. "What are you doing here?" Ville asked trying not to be too harsh. He did come all this just to make sure he was alright after all. "I couldn't get in contact with you, so I called Bam." and here was me thinking he was worried and called Jussi to make sure I was alright.

"How long have you been there?" Ville shrugged. What does it matter how long he'd been there? the love of his life has left him forever. Jussi knelt by him as though he was a sulking infant. "Can we get you into some cloths? you must be freezing." Ville shrugs again. He'd lost Bam, it really didn't matter what happened now. He just sat there as Jussi went through his cupboard, and found some black pj pants.

He didn't even move when Jussi begun to pull them on him. Along with some underwear. He had to admit he was a little thankfull. It was getting freezing. Probably because he hadn't bothered to put the heating on. The next thing he knew he was being carried to his bedroom. Jussi gently placed him under the covers.

"What did Bam say?" Ville asks weakly. Jussi sits by Ville and shrugs. "Does it matter? he just told me what happened." Ville nods. He knew exactly what Bam told him. "He told you I was some kind to rapist?" Jussi took his hand. "Ville, he wouldn't dare speak of you like that in front of me." Ville looks away before asking the next question.

"Even if it's true?" Silent? why's it gone silent? "Jussi?" He asks, still without looking toward him. "I would be on your side if it was true, if that's what you're asking." Jussi answered with confusion showing in his voice. "Are you trying to tell me you raped Bam?"

Ville swallowed. Sure Jussi said he'd be on his side, but he was bound to be disappointed in him. How could he not be? "Ville?" Jussi asked a little irritated with his lack of response. "Well... he was drunk and..." Jussi interrupts him. "Oh my god, Ville. You made it sound like you physically held him down and...(sighs) well that's good." Ville gave him an irritated look.

"Good? how can you call this good!?" He was about to storm off, until Jussi held his down by his sholders. "That's not what I meant." He explains. "Obviously it's not good, but it's not terrible." Jussi tried to calm him down. "You just gotta give him time, ok kulta? I'll call him and see how bad things are." Ville shook his head. "If we gang up on him, he'll just get more pissed. I'll call him."

Jussi looks at him concerned but knew he was right and nods in agreement. "But is't late now. You should get some rest." Ville shakes his head no, but his eyelids closing by themselves disagree with him. Jussi laughs slightly and pulls the covers over Ville's top half. The silent mewing form deep in his throat let Jussi know he was in deep slumber. He soon stripped to his boxers and climbed in beside him. There's no way he's leaving him alone tonight.

"What?" Bam's voice answered. He could hear him breathing slowly. But with Bam's response he obviously knew it was Ville calling. "Er hi, it's Ville." He told him anyway. "I do have caller ID." He answered him sarcastically, Ville chose to ignore this. "I'm surprised you answered?" "Yeah, so am I." He answered simply. "So you still hate me?" He asked the obvious. "What do you think?" He sighs. "Yeah I guess. You'll never forgive me will you?" He asked with a few tears rolling down his cheeks. "I don't think I could if I wanted to." He nods even though he can't see it, Ville could hear slight hurt in Bam's voice too.

He stops trying to hide his tears and let it show in his voice. "I guess this is goodbye then?" Bam lets signs of oncoming tears show in his voice. "Yeah, it seems that way." He breaths in deeply. "I'll miss you so much Bammie." He puts his hand over his mouth waiting for a response. "I'll miss you too, Willa. More then you know." He said now crying as much as Ville. "How am I going to live without ever seeing you again?" Ville weeped so that Bam could just about understand him. "Seriously? I don't know." He sniffs loudly.

"But we will Vill." He said now hardly able to breath. "Can I see you one last time?" There was a pause. "I don't think so. It's not a good idea." Ville starts to pant loudly. "Take your inhaler Ville." Bam told him with concern in his voice. Jussi goes to fetch it for him. "Bam?" Jussi takes the phone, while it takes him all his time to not yell at him. "Ville has to regain his breath for a while." "Ok." Bam answers in a shaky voice. He hands it back to Ville who just listens to Bam sniffeling, passionately waiting for Ville to be able to breath again. Ville listens to the gentile sounds of Bam's sniffles.

"Bam?" "Yeah?" He takes a moment. "I can't believe I'm never going to see you again." "Yeah. I'll miss you too." They stay silent for a while. "Vills?" "Yeah?" He asks quietly. "I gotta go." Ville takes a deep breath. "Jussi will look after you right?" He nods again. "Yeah, I guess." Bam takes in a breath. "Goodbye, Ville Valo." "Goodbye, Brandon Margera." Bam was about to hang up. "Bam!?" "Mm?" "I love you Bam, so much. Never forget that, Bam, ok?" Bam breaths in deeper. "Yeah, I know."

"Goodbye." It killed him to say it but part of him wanted to hang up and get on with his grieving and being without Bam, because he was dreading it so much. "Goodbye Wila Wallo." "Bye Bammie." "Bye." "Bye." "Bye." They both hung up. Ville falls into Jussi's arms. "It's ok, it's ok." He shakes his head. "He dosn't want to see me again." He told him just incase he didn't pick that up. "Come here." He holds him tightly, trying to comfort him.

Ville moped for the rest of the day, Jussi had to stay with him to calm him down from having another panic attack. Thats really not what he needs right now. He made him eat a little bit although he was very reluctant. The two spent the night in Ville's room again. "Ville?" Jussi asks the frail body in his arms "Mm?" He asked sleepily. "Are you alright?" Ville didn't answer, stupid question really, course he's not alright. He'd just lost his the love of his life.

"Bam, dear are you alright?" Bam nods. "Yeah." It had been quite some weeks since the last time he'd spoken to Ville. It was starting to take it's toll on him. April sits next to him. "Yeah well I know when my baby has something on his mind?" She said careingly. "I don't wanna talk about it, Ape." She nods. "I know you don't, but you can't keep moping around like this." He looks down. Why can't he mope around? It's his life. But a few tears formed in his eyes which lead to full on crying in her arms.

"Oh, come on baby, it can't be that bad?" Bam looks up. "Promise you won't hate me or anything?" She nods. "You're my boy, I might get mad at you sometimes but I could never hate you." He sits back up straight. "Me and Ville..." She sat pationateley listening, not looking too surprised Ville was involved. Knowing that they usually aren't appart for this long. "We er we slept together." She stays silent for a while, trying not to show the shock in her face. "And... You're a couple now?" Bam shakes his head. "I was kinda drunk at the time... not too much though. I knew what I was doing." He explained. "Well the next morning I er acted like I didn't want it at all and accused him of raping me." Aprils gasps and puts her hand over her mouth.

"Why did you do that?" He looks down, ashamed. "I was scared, of what people would say about us." She puts her hand on his shoulder in support, already not agreeing with his actions but still supporting her son like a good mother should. "I hit him. Oh god, I can't believe I hit him." He pauses. "A couple of week ago he called me and I said I didn't want to speak to him anymore." He let the tears flow. She holds him again. "Just call him. Tell him you're sorry. He loves you, he'll forgive you." He nods. "I should, I should just apologize and get with him."

She nods. "If that what you want, of course you should." He smiles at her understanding. "Well I won't waste any time then, I'll call him. "Yeah, you should." She said not even complaining about Bam making long distance calls to Finland. He rushes to call Ville.

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Jussi and Bam stand at the door. "Glad you're finally going out sweetie." Jussi told him. "Where you going?" He takes a deep sigh. "Well I wanna go see my mama and daddy. Then I'll get the shopping in or something. Just start small you know." Jussi hugged him. "You're so brave you know? After weeks of being secluded." Ville pulled him in and kisses him. "I never did say thank you did I? For helping me so much." Jussi colours slightly. "So, I probably won't see you until sometime tomorrow. You'll be ok?" Jussi asked with clear worry in his voice. Ville kisses him, making him blush more.

"I'll be fine." Jussi gave him a suspicious look, but nodded in agreement anyway. Why was he suddenly taking this so well? "Are you sure? I could cancel?" Ville shook his head. "You haven't seen the guys for ages you must miss them." "Well, yeah but..." "Go." Ville demanded. Jussi hugs him and leaves.

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"He's not answering!" Bam panicked. "He's probably just gone out." She told him. "I doubt it. He probably dosn't want to talk to me." He let the phone drop, and falls to the floor himself. "What am I gonna do? He's all the way over there in Finland." His mom sighs. "Maybe you should go over there. He'd love to see you in person." Bam stands. "You know, I think I will. I can't waste any more time. I'm going right now." His mom nods in agreement to his supprise.

"Yes, I think you should honey." "Ape, you go find out the earliest flight. I'll go pack a few things." His mom agreed and quickly went off to do as he'd asked.

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Back at Ville's, Jussi runs in, he'd been in a long conference with the band and really needed a leak, he however soon gets distracted by the answering machine blinking. He assumed Ville be out somewere, the old dog. He's probably blowing off some steam with some friends or something. Well he obviously hadn't received the message. Ville wouldn't mind if he pressed it would he? Nah, why would he? they've never had any secrets.

He pushed the button.

BAM: Hey Vill, it's me. I'm so sorry I left things that way between us. I was kidding myself, I do need you, more then anything. Ville when we talked I should've told you that I love you too, so much. I hope you forgive me, and we can start over. It'll be just me and you, I promise. Call me when you get this message because I'm on my way over right now. See you soon, I love you.

The message beeped and Jussi felt his heart leap into his throat. Ville's gonna get Bam back, that's great. He begun walking to the phone to call Ville and tell him. He's got a new mobile, which is probably why Bam couldn't reach him. "Oh shit." He winged when he remembered he needed to take a leak before he pissed himself.

He walked into the bathroom and jumped back at the sight before him. Ville on the floor in a pool of blood, he rushed over and scooped him up. His attention soon moved down to the two slits across the heart tattoo on his wrist, the one that bined him to Bam.

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